Cocktail Recipe

Take all the negative uncertainties in your life and stir them briskly with the inability to see possibilities. Add crushed hopes and dreams, let sit for a week. Dig up all the haunts of your past, slice them ruthlessly with a razor blade, and allow the fresh pain to drip into mixture. Chill in the frozen lake behind your house. Serve with the recent discovery that an entire year went by during which time you were wrong: he didn't love you. One flew east, one flew west, one flew over the Lexi's nest.